Monday, October 30, 2006

10:45 PM


Yeah, in the midst of my revision, I received a call from Mum.

She asked me about the exams and stuff. And yeah she told me that she'd been praying for me the night before.

So intense that her roommate said she'd heard something in the night. Sleep-praying?

Anyway yea, she also mentioned that she can't pray too loud too, if not people will think she's singing or mad. Especially when she's in business line.

She's so funny la. I wonder if I've got the genes from her. Haha.

Hmmm. This phone call was the longest I had ever had with her, it lasted for 10:13min. Communication between us is hardly possible but there seems to have signs of improvement. I'm so glad that she called. =)

Sunday, October 29, 2006

12:50 AM


Haha, todae went to school for Chem tutoring. After that, Fishball Jiayi, Minyu, Hector and me went for Ms Yew's consultation.

In between the consultation, as usual, we were gossiping. And Ms Yew showed us pictures from her Paris Trip. She went on talking about her new belief in FengShui and planning to get a degree for it! *diao!*

Initially she don't believe in it, but after much read up on regarding her recent health status, she started to believe in it. Hence she told us tips about getting study luck.
Place a crystal/glass globe on your study table OR
Place horse figurine on your study table

Coincidentally I was going to Popular and she wanted to go interchange too. So we went. And in search of crystal ball to 'chase' away her bad health. We went several places but to no avail of the balls.

But our last search at Toy'r'us did give us something.

I asked one of the workers if they have globes and he nodded to us with positive smile. So Ms Yew was like "yeah!" and beaming away while letting the guy to lead us to the globe.

But to our amusement, he pointed to us a huge globe, bigger than the size of any living humans' heads. Big is alright, but the ball he pointed to us was WORLD GLOBE!!! Not those puny lil crystal globes!!

Friday, October 27, 2006

1:31 AM


She's called Anne Ang.

My English Tuition Teacher.

She used to be teaching Dunman Sec, but retired and left the school for Dunman High. She's very pretty when she was young, from the photographs in her house. She's still pretty now, as what my mum said [from her 'old ppl' perspective]

Whatever it is, she's MESSY!!

Her house is like a paper factory!!

I was so shocked when I went for my first tuition, the kitchen has 6 suitcases, all filled with stacks of papers, so full that the suitcases can't be closed!! In addition, the teaching room, has 2 rows lockers with 8 compartments each, they are all filled with papers, AND another corner is 2 rows of cupboard with 6 drawers each, all filled with papers too!!

FUTHERMORE, stacks and piles and stacks and piles of papers are piling and stacking up at every corner, no, EVERYWHERE!!!

Latest Discovery: I'd found out that she had anther room, storeroom or wad? I'm not too sure, I only managed to glance past, and definitely it IS PACKEDDDD INSIDEEE!!!

OMG! And Wanting's under her too?! GOSH!

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

9:36 PM


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=215_Mei8IZg

I WANNNNNA MAARRRYYY HIMMMM!!! =X

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

10:48 PM






Yeah, the veins in my eyes just happened to be burst.

And now I've got scary eyes! Its actually gross-er when u look into my eyes directly.

Friday, October 20, 2006

11:08 PM


Damn pissed, damn disappointed.

Do I have to care everytime? Why should I if nobody bothers?

I just feel that this whole bloody shit is wrong. I'm wrong. I shouldn't have cared, I shouldn't have bothered.

Thursday, October 19, 2006

9:23 PM


Sew, sew, sew!

Sighhhhhhh!
I think I'll make a good wife next time.

Haha!

Anybody wants me?
So I can throw all my papers now!!!

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

8:26 PM


Yeah, finally the PSI was low and I went for the VJ netball trial. And the chance of being rejected is 80%. Because out of the 10 people who went for the trial, at the most, only 2 will be selected. Tough heh! In addition, with my NO poor stamina, my chances are as high as 99%. =/

Well, for Mel, the coach told her directly that her aggregate can't make it for first 3 months, but if she did well for O lvl, she will help her to appeal. Yeahness for her!

So yeah, the girls who turned up were either equally skilled as us, or even BETTER. Ultimately, their aggregates were like 8? 12? All were lower than us!

Well, I wasn't that disappointed cause I'm not mad about VJ. But rene's kinda sad, cause VJ is like her dream school? Hmmm, jiayou rene!!! =)

So yea, if I can't get in then so be it, cause I know I don't really belong there, no use trying to fit in when I'm obviously not their standards. Haha!

WAHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Now it's the complain time!
I'M SO DEAD BEAT!!! It was so vigourous that anaerobic respiration took place and the accumulation of lactic acid made me cramped thrice!! And rene fell and hurted her ankle, but she's kinda all right. =)

Wahhhhhhhh, I'm dying just now. And my face was so red that Mel and Rene were like, "I have never seen your face so red before!"

Sigh, no stamina liao la. But who cares, being an air stewardness don't really need much stamina. Unless, you're providing extra service. ;)

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

11:48 PM


I feel emo now. Due to the environment and people.
  1. How come the one you like just doesn't end up with you?
  2. How come the one you like keeps giving you false hope to hold on to him/her?
  3. How come you can never seem to let go of the past?
  4. How come things will start to change when it was already perfect?
  5. How come time is never a friend of yours?
  6. How come everyone but you bothers?

    tatatata. lalalala.

    Who can answer them? =)


10:31 PM


"It's the start of something new, it feels so right to be here with you. Ohh ohhh... "

Right, it's the start of O level!! But actually it don't really feel very right with those weird onions and cuticles. =/

Haha, whatever it is, it's OVER!! All theses four years of practices, and it made us showed our skills and pong! Gone! We wouldn't have any more bio practicals cooking carrots and roasting peanuts! Yeah!

Bio prac was all right yea. Onions hussle that got Miss Yeo and some lab technians crying as they cut really big onions with no mercy shown to them. So pitiful. Awww...

Well, today felt weird in the afternoon, so I decided to nap when I got home. So the moment I woke up, I heard singings, really nice singings. So I realised it was this chinese radio broastcast. It's about singings of any songs, as long as it has the keyword "yi dian", meaning a little bit. So yeah, I sat up straight from bed and looked at my sister. "Jair, it's for ppl to call in and sing one is it?!"

Well, dunnoe why. I had sudden urge to call the radio station. However, what stopped me was I had no songs that have keywords of "yi dian"! Aiyah! So sad. If not you guys can hear me singing on airr!! So cool right!!! =D

Hehe!

There're only 2 reaons for women to be weird.
1. In love
2. Menses.

Sunday, October 15, 2006

12:46 PM



OUR dearrr Misss Wantingg!






Oh! I've realised that I haven post Taariq's birthday yet! =X So here are some of the olgiesss!

Haha! The rest you guys can take a look at Andre Wankie's blog! =D



1:41 AM


Signals:
1. Black face
2. Robort-response [one word or two]
3. Silent/Un-interactive

Reasons:
1. You did something 'wrong' [to me]
2. You didn't meet my expectation
3. You don't understand me
4. Menses

Solutions:
1. Talk to me
2. Crap with me
3. Just don't leave me fuming in my own moodswings [it will intensify my m.s.]

Thursday, October 12, 2006

10:46 PM


Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars

We'll do it all Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

f I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

11:25 PM


Jiayi broke down today, cause she thinks that she cannot make it for English.
Then, what about me?
She is a higher mother tongue student, but I'm not.
So, how about me?

Heading Mel's advice, I left the school and took 12. I dropped at Tanah Merah Mrt and boarded bus 14 as what she instructed. All along I was carrying my bag and the 5-inch thick orange file.

On bus 14, I looked at my watch, 6:08pm, cool, I'm still on time.

20 minutes later.

To my horror surprise, I was driven to Bedok interchange.

Yes, I took the wrong direction bus. THANKS MEL.

Once I reached interchange, bus 14 was there. I thought I was lucky, and I ran for the bus. But the driver refused to 'see' me and I didn't get into the bus.

Another 15 minutes of waiting. With my 5-inch file.

Finally, another 14 came I boarded. It was already 6:56pm. I'll sure be late for tuition.

In the midst of the darkness, I saw a school and I quickly pressed the bell. However, only when alighted from the bus did I know that I had alighted at the wrong bus stop.

Sigh, how I wish I could take a rocket back home.

So, I waited for another 10 minutes for the next bus. On boarding the bus, I was unsure of where to alight. The surrounding was a complete charcoal!!!! Luckily, I met Cheryl on the bus and talked to her to ease my frustration. Thank god I had met her, if not I'll just cry and throw my tantrum.

What's worse?

2 hours plus tuition with a teacher who kept saying the same thing over and over again for 5 minutes on ONE question. There were 15 questions and 1 summary. 1 situation writing but thank godSSS she's going through my compo tml.

Tuition ended at 10pm. Stomach growling, arms aching, eyes closing. Fortunately Mum sent me home. But I would not be so lucky next week as she will be outta town.

No matter how bad my day was, I tried not to get upset and find things to cheer myself. Messages in my phone are the only things that prevent me from crying.

Nothing is worse than a child who's parents are divorcing, sold him for child labour, got abused by employers, and got scalded by hot iron. Yes, I AM SO MUCH BETTER OFF THAN HIM.

Sigh. Work undone. Energy drained. Shall wake up at 4am to do my amaths.

And Shar, thanks for the failed attempt to cheer me up. Your thought counts and that makes me smile. =)

Sunday, October 08, 2006

7:25 AM


Yesterday, I was so exhausted walking around in heels taking photos, and due to the lack of sleep from Friday night, oh and not to forget about the accumulation of the week's fatigue, and yes! It had finally taken an effect on me.

I slept at 530pm yesterday.

And all the way till this morning 630am.

So who was the prince that kissed the sleeping beauty in her slumber? Not the dinner that she missed, but the piles and piles 'a few pieces' of homework that was waiting for her.

Argh! Back to reality Karen! No more fairy tales!

Thursday, October 05, 2006

11:02 PM



HEHE!! Now people, especially those veterans or vegetarians out there, PLEASE don't hate me!!

Sunday, October 01, 2006

12:07 PM


It's a Sunday morning, 9:15am.

The TV cartoons from the living room; the slurppy eating noise from the dining table; the shouting and yelling from the neighbours' children; the juicy gossips exchanged between my aunties had indicated the start of another mundane Sunday. And the smell of the stale milo had been lingering around my nose for hours, as I faced the stacks of paper in front of me since 5.

What is better than a silly sms wishing you Happy Children's Day at your currently old not-that-young-age of 16 years, 5 months and 1 day old?

No, at that moment, nothing is better.

As knowlegde crashs into our brain, as testosterone and oestrogen pumps around our body, as we grow in size and grow in life, will we forget who we were once before?

Have you forgotten that you were once before that little brat who peed in his/her pants? That foolish kid who had crushes on almost everybody? That toddler who took his/her first step in life? That cutie in his/her parents' arms? That new life in the doctor's eyes?

So what?

Death will then be the fullstop to end the story called "life".

If only everyone has the chance to fill in their own style of punctuation to end off the story. But some unfortunate ones would have their story incomplete while some would only have a sentence or even worse, only a dot of ink.

How abrupt and unpredictable can a life get? Now I may be writing, but the next moment, things can change and I may not be alive anymore.

Yes, sigh. Life is that sudden.
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