Wednesday, August 29, 2007 7:06 AM Alright, I'm surfing the thesaurus.com for a synonym for knowledge, as I need for my EOM. So yeah, I came across this word, carnal knowledge. It seems decent. But actually it's not. Taken from dictionary.com, the definition is:
Ahhuhs. I've gained a new knowledge today! =D 6:51 AM No reason. No cause. I just feel happy :) Sunday, August 26, 2007 8:51 PM Today is just like any other day. It ain't easy. You're everywhere. Saturday, August 25, 2007 10:33 PM Somehow, somewhat, sometimes. I just wish that time would stop. I just wish that I have all the time in the world. But sadly, I don't. Looking forward for tomorrow's piano practice yet I dread the theory, cause I haven do! Sigh. It's that kind of feeling. Like you look forward to tomorrow, yet at the same time, you don't. Alright I'm contradicting myself. Funny ah. =/ I WANT THIS MOMENT TO STAY. I WISH THE NIGHT WILL NEVER END. P.S: I miss my camera very much. Sigh. I regret. I do. I really do. Sigh sigh. If I was to be given a chance again, I wouldn't be that stupid. I PROMISE! Sigh! 12:31 AM WAhahahaha! Today we had class photoshot!!! Our theme was KITCHEN WARE! But with some random soft toys and light sticks! Hahaha! Oh btw. Our class has been quite sway la. Yeah as in things that we did always got other people doing as well! Take the class teeshirt and the photoshot as example! TSK! TOO MUCH! (sounds like rajj LOL) Oh yeah. SO today I lugged to school like ONE pot with cover, ONE FRIER? (the one you used to cook with wok?)FIVE laddles, AND ONE MINI WOK! Wahahahaha! So paiseh la! Cause I just bring extra la, in case classmates don't have. My next super on partner was Gerald! He brought mass tins to school!! And after the photoshot, he settled his lunch by field cooking maggi mee! Wahahahaha! Super hilarious! To Gerald: ARE YOU IN LOVE!? Heard that you're so high RECENTLY. LOL! =P So yuuppppp! Taking photos was a blast!! We were so noisy that the lecturer from the LT had to come out to shhhhhhh us! Hahaha! Well hope photos will be out soon so I can show you guys! Oh sidenote: My class boys are a bunch of EMO KIA!! Hahahahaha! INCLUDING IAN! Wahahahahaha! Hmmmmmmmm. Oh tonight I went to watch The King And I at Esplanade with my piano teacher. The ticket is the cheapest at 42 bucks! Surprisingly the seats were good! And yeah the play was not bad. Hilarious! It was cute tooo!! With the kids and stuff!! But overall, what makes it a good play are the voices of the artists! You know what. Musicals are not just SING SING SING. They have to act, dance and do lots of things!! And I think they are just sooooooo talented!! With nice bodehs too! LOL! =P So yeah. Went home after that. Too tired. =/ Gonna stay work right in the morning tml! YEAH! :) Tuesday, August 21, 2007 7:49 PM I'm happy today! I got my my Econs test paper and I got 32/55! Woohoo! Hope I can do the same for other subjects too! I'm ready to take you on, promos. :) Monday, August 20, 2007 9:09 PM Hmm. Why am I still so nice to him? Hanging onto him? The past? Well yeah, probably he must be thinking that I deserve it. It's my own doing. So yeah. I've finally seen your true colours. Really. Initially I thought you still have some good genes in you. I believed in you. But yea. I'm astounded by your actions. You must be enjoying yourself right? Well, that's your nature I know. Perhaps someday when you grow old and you'll realise how lonely you are, how pathetic you are and how bastard you are. :) I was reading your smses when I'm on the bus ride home. And those things you said, were like bullshit to me cause at that moment when you said those, you're with her, enjoying every single moment. I have finally figured it out. I really do. I have finally realised how bastard you are. I'm sure your brother is ashamed of you. :) I don't usually hate people. But you make me dislike you. I don't want to hate you cause I don't think you even worth my hatred. So yup. You can hate me now. I don't really care. :) And I want to say, you have really nice friends. Learn from them. :) Although I sounded like a bitch, I still want to wish both of you all the best. It's really up to you whether you wanna receive it as a sincere wishing or a sarcasm. She might be the one to change you. And I hope she is. So you will stop hurting more girls. :) Sunday, August 19, 2007 11:25 PM Okay this birthday party has already been quite some time ago. Just that I'm like super lazy to blog. Haha. So yupp here it goes! When is it ah? I think it's like sometime like June or something? So yes! That day, I can still remember, it was a complete havoc. Hahahaha! Andre and Pras almost killed me, dying at Eastpoint and ME, got fooled and went around Simei, WALKING can! Hahahaha! Okay its a inside thing. So yeah, while on the other side, Eirene and Mel went to buy food and our dear Wanting, went to hang with Edwin to drag time. Hahahaha so funny la! Okay actually its supposed to be only known to all except Mel and Edwin cause we wanna suprise them but Mel knew la. So nvm. We hurried to edwin's house to set up the party thingie. And I blew 30 over balloons!!! My mouth was so sore la! Like hotdog lips. LOL! And I'm very very very sure that Andre's a lousy blower! =X HAHAHAHAHA! We had videos during the process. Super funny! Okay so yeah blah blah. *details details* We managed to lure Edwin, without any suspect, back to his house and then BOO! SURPRISE! :D So yeah. Mel didn't know we were celebrating her so POST-birthday in April. Hahaha. So yeah. She's shocked too! :D Hahaha. So yeah. We decorated the room with balloons!! And lined the table with party cloth and stuff. It's like a kid's PARTY! Hahaha so cute and everyone made it that day!!! So cool la! It's like so *inserts brit accent* BFF! Fyi, BFF = Best Friends Forever! Hahahaha. So yeah we still have a lot of shots taken at edwin's house but andre has not send me yet! EH! Hahahaha. And we all turned into some camera-phile. LOL. Yupp camwhore through the night! =D More pictures coming up! Stay tuned! =)
1:04 PM Yup moving on. Err. My whole body is aching due to yesterday's wakeboarding. And yeah I still have withdrawal symptoms of it! Hope can go there again soon! Its really fun! Err. Tomorrow's A Level Chem SPA! And not a lot of people know cause Mr Cheng didn't remind the class! Yupp knew from Solomon. Ha. Err yupp! My bitch's growing fatter can you believe! Haha! Now it weighs much heavier! Cause I just dropped lots of coins into it! And it barked! Haha. So adorable. :) OH yah I've got like a list of things to do after exams! And of course BEFORE exams too. LOL. Before exams are just plain studying. You know something. My aunt from Taiwan came back to Singapore and she told my mum that if I can't complete my studies in 2 years, so be it. Complete them in 3 years. Is there a difference between Singaporeans and non-Singaporeans' thinking? So my mum and my whole family over at tamp there told me to take it easy. Can means can, cannot means cannot. So yeah. Even though that's the case, I still cannot take it slackingly. I have made a promise. Promises are not meant to be broken you know :) I will try my very best la. If I still fail, then it's reflects on my capability already. I'm not a studying material. =/ After exams!!! I wanna try out the financial advisor work attachment! I wanna bake! It's been so long since I last smelled eggs and flour. Haha I wanna wakeboard!! I wanna suntan!! I wanna save money for my backpack! I wanna buy Tigers! I wanna run! I wanna swim! I wanna indulge in myself lots of goood food! I I Haha. So many things to do. But scarly I can't get promoted. LOL. We'll see how it goes! Lala! 12:36 PM I will always remember the times at Pasir Ris Park. And I never doubt it when you looked into my eyes and said the 3 magic words. He is not a bastard. It's just that things do happen. There are other circumstances. I don't blame him. I respect his decision. So people, please understand that this is not easy for him as well. It's not easy for him to have nothing at all. It's not easy for him to take all the shit. It's really not easy for him at this moment. Let's move on can?
3:12 AM Saturday, August 18, 2007 5:59 PM I received a phone call today. She's admitted into the hospital again. This time, Doctor suspects she has got a cancer. No. You cant do this to her. God, you cant do this to me. I'll die if the report is positive. Every second now is unbearable.
5:48 PM I had wakeboarding today. It was super fun. And yeah I tried the kneeboard and the double ski. Double skis hurt and Desmond said for a moment he thought he's gonna be impotent. Haha. Yeah. Hot guys all around. But none of them were chinese. And the caucasians can really ski well! Like fly in the air and stuff. Make a turn before they land and really fly like a superman! It was very spectacular! Yupp. And they were a few Singaporeans la. Ladies and men. They can wakeboard well but not much of a stunt. Haha. Really hope after exams and stuff I could go there again. :) But today's weather was super bad. It rained and had lighnings and thunders. Yupp we had to wait for everything to stop and it was suppppppppper cold. Freezing cold, yea. When the lighnings had cleared, we went down with the rain. It was rather cool too but too pity there is no sun. If not I can tan! Ha. Don't see the people wakeboard very easy and you think it is. It's NOT! I always fall into the water. But I managed to ski at least 1/4! For the first attempt! And did almost like 7/8 of the lake with the kneeboard. Yupp hasnt had the chance to use the actual wakeboard cause time's up due to the super long queues. Ha, weekends what. Yup. Anyways I did enjoy myself. And I guess it's good, at least I put you off my mind for a while. But going home was bad. All the memories came flowing back. The Sing Post, the bungalow stretch... Sigh. And this is the first song you sent me.. Thursday, August 16, 2007 11:14 PM Is this pain? Yes. It's very very pain. I'm now waiting for your call. I'm waiting for what I had already knew. I'm just waiting for you to end. Is this pain? Yes. It's very very pain. It's even more pain when I knew your heart is not with me. Wednesday, August 15, 2007 10:50 PM I don't know where it's heading. I dont't know what to do. I don't really enjoy it as much in secondary school times. If I said I need time to settle in, that's rubbish. It's been 8 months. It's either I make it, or I don't. Ha. I need to find my motivation. L O V E *screams* & H A T E You just come and go whenever you like.
Sunday, August 12, 2007 4:23 PM Okees. So yupp. A lot of things had happened la. But so lazy to blog!! LOL! So yupp. National Day eve was a supposedly SIMPSONS DAY after the long and draggy 2 hours Econs paper. But after dinner at NYDC Wheellock, Edwin, Taariq and me couldn't get tickets for Simpsons! So yeah. BOO! =( So in the end, we stayovered at my house. Haha. Playing Daidee and Youtubing. It was plain fun. LOL! Laughing at madtvs. Lol. So yupp. Next day. Supposed to meet Guohao for a run from my house to East Coast Park, but it was raining like MAD. THUNDERS THUNDERS. Tskkk. So yea we had LJ breakfast before daideeing again with the 2 pigs at my house. LOL! Yeah they made new friend! LOL!
Afterwhich, I met Chris to watch National Day Fireworks. It was CRAZY! I almost died! But the fireworks were nice. :) But not as nice as last year's. Haha. A lot of NON-Singaporeans squeezed together with us, and they were so rude and rowdy can! Tskk.. Yup, then met with his NYP friends for steamboat dinner at Marine South before heading to CAN Cafe at the Bugis area for further daidee. LOL! So yeah, his friend drove us all back home! Yeah! :) Sweeet Day! Next day was PW and training. Tired. Saturday was studying day! Then evening I met Hector and Raj together to head down for Post-LTC Bbq. Okay that night was a bad experience for me. I puked 3 times at the Bbq pit la!! So gross. I also dont really know why am I puking. I didn't even eat much! So yeah after the Bbq went to watch Skinwalkers with Raj and Mavis. Yupp. It was NOT scary at all. Lol. But the skinwalkers were ALL so hot! On the way back home, we all shared cab. Yupp when reaching my house, I puked AGAIN! In the cab. This time it was massive puking. Puked A LOT. Lucky I have a spare plastic bag in my bag. But nevertheless, when I wanted to alight, I saw PUKED SHIT ON my ORANGE NIKE BAG!!!! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! Like I think I missed puking into the bag. Cause it was super a lot. Oh gosh. *faints* Poor Raj gotten help me clean up the cab and bear with the stench back home. GOSH! So sooooooooory! When I reached home. SIGH. It was even worse. My camera dropped into toilet bowl. SIGH. AND it can't operate NOW!!! Ahhhhhh.... I was really really reallly super sad la. Sigh. Sigh sigh. Sigh. So much for all those pukings. And I still have NO idea why I puked. BAD DAY! Okay Sunday onwards. Back to studying. =( Wednesday, August 01, 2007 8:11 PM LOL! Today I went to some Hokkien Hospital to check the root of my constant backaches. It's a mini hospital, yupp! With 2 doctors in ONE consultation room. Haha so funny and when I went in, I didn't know which one to go to! LOL! So yeah, the doctor just asked me to bend back and down, asked me if it hurts. After that he said I have probably just sprained my back, that's all. Nothing serious. So after consultation room, I was told to proceed to the treatment room. HAHA. Yah, after I chose the type of treatment, I was brought to one of the many compartments for the patients to receive various treatments. It's my virginal attempt at such a sinseh thingie! I've never been before! Haha! So yeah... scary. I was told to lie flat on this bed and yeah. A bag was put at my lower back area, and this bag was to help me warm up my back, cause it got warmer and warmer. I thought of calling you, but ya, you were running. :( yeah 31st! =D So yeah, after the warming, the sinseh massaged my back, my whole spinal cord and up to my ass. WAH LAO. It was a torture! It was super ticklish la! I almost fell off the bed. OMGosh! And yeah. It was painful also, especially the part where he massaged my ass area. SUPER PAINFUL AH! Hmmm. After which, I was told to lie sideways, then he put me in a weird position, and then cracked my bone! For a moment I thought I was going to be broken up into pieces! Yuppp. After that after that! I was told to lie flat down again, then he used lighter, to light up the small bulbs and then placed behind my back. So yeah, thanks to him, I've got the markings now. UGLY UGLY! :( HAHA! It was rather painful as well. But the environment very nice to sleep in! =D And yea. I have decided. No parties! No DXO party! No Sentosa party! No exccessive funs! Yupp I rather no life now, THAN no life and no future IN the future! Hahaha yes!! Check out this paper! What are the weird things? Answers next entry! =D |
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